While we were in bed cuddling, he asked me whether I’m a good girl and I answered him in depends on what situation but overall I like to believe that I am. I was hesitant and unsure of my answers because if he asked me if I’m a good girl in terms of relationship, I will say that I am. He then said that he is a bad guy so I can’t like him. I told him that he isn’t and that he is actually a good person. He asked why I said that and all I could say was I can tell that he is. And he is a good person.

I wanted to tell him though that I like and attracted to bad guys haha

It’s amazing how a day can either make or break that one thing you were wishfully hoping for. I really don’t know what we are and I’m so tired trying to figure it out. You’re very inconsistent, one day we act like we’re more than what we are and then the next day it seems like you’re dropping me like I’m a nobody. Am I crazy for thinking that I have chance on you?

August 21, 2014 - Guardians of the Galaxy with A.S.

August 6, 2014

After 2 months without communication, you texted me. And when I saw your name on my phone I just felt my heart skipped a beat. I was so happy and was having a hard time containing it. I know what you wanted from me, it was very clear. But I swear this time I will play this game safely, more efficiently, and I will make sure you will remember me.