I used to think that I was still going to love you even after you leave me, but I was wrong. I just woke up one day as if what we had never exists. And this is the reason why sometimes I doubt myself whether or not I truly loved you with all my heart.

Every single day I keep on hoping that I will get the chance of seeing you again. And every single night I keep on hoping that when you wake up the next day, you will have that impulse to send me a text message. Oh God, why won’t you make him love me?

There is never a day that I do not remember you; how your face just suddenly pops out in my head in the middle of my thoughts, how I clearly remember your voice and laugh, and how certain things in my daily life reminds me of you. I am very aware that I shouldn’t be feeling this way and never expect anything from you because we never really got to spend a lot of time together and what we had was nothing more but a fling. But those little moments that I shared with you became precious to me and unknowingly I started falling for you. When you stopped our communications, you left a hollow space in my life. And maybe that is why I am still hung up with you because you occupy a lot of space in my mind. I really don’t know what to do with this feeling anymore.

Sometimes the questions that we asked ourselves over and over are already answered. However, we refuse to accept the most obvious answers to our question because we are afraid to be disappointed, therefore, we continuously denies the truth.