I give up! No more love letters for you, or replaying our time together, or daydreaming about you. That’s it! I’m tired of constantly feeding hopes to myself that maybe one day you’ll find me again and fall in love with me.

July 20, 2014

I saw him.
I don’t think he saw me.
I was speechless.
I couldn’t muster even the word “Hi”.
My heart skipped a beat.
I got nervous to the point I was shaking.
So, I hid behind the room divider.
On the verge of crying because those emotions were so foreign to me. I didn’t expect that I would feel that way when I meet him again.
I wanted to run away.

I used to think that I was still going to love you even after you leave me, but I was wrong. I just woke up one day as if what we had never existed. And this is the reason why sometimes I doubt myself whether or not I truly loved you with all my heart.